Being a 20 year-old
Dear friend, I'm writing this under the pre-exam stress. There's an urge in me to put these feeling into words. I am turning 21 in September and I am terrified. On the inside, I sware I am still a teenager. I am graduating end of this year which is equally terrifying. Where did all the time go? Still going with the flow I genuinely thought that when I get to a certain age(Maybe now?), I'd know exactly what I want to do. In fact, life doesn't come with a guide book. I am studying so hard for my marketing degree but do I really want to continue in this field. For so many times in my life, I have let fate choose me. Will fate let me down? Still NOT home It is tough to cope with the fact that I am away from home. It's not that I am not grateful for this opportunity to be away. I think I am capable of taking care of myself physically. However, nobody warns me about the 3 am cries to the homesickness you can't cure. I truly embrace the freedom and personal s